Good Orgasm Yet

Diary | Age 16 | Tacoma

So here's the deal. I love Michael Lloyd with all of my heart. He makes me so happy. Everything is so great. Well, Mike and I have been talking about sex for awhile now. It is something [about which] we were both comfortable and still are. But I had a talk with my mom tonight which more or less scared me to death.

Visions of pregnancy, and ordeals, and changes brought by the act have been plaguing me.

But the more I ponder it the more I believe Michael and I can overcome these difficulties. We have made it to this point and it is wonderful. I think that we will be together for a long time to come.

My mom has agreed to make an appointment for me with a nurse practioner so we can get something worked out. And I am going to do some research on this whole thing. And in the meantime Michael and I are going to be happy and great together. Michael, I love you and we'll get you a good orgasm yet.

Always, Sera

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The Wait

Diary | Age 16 | Tacoma

Well, we did it. We had the talk. And I am so glad- the subject had been on my mind. After talking about it, I must admit, I am much more comfortable with the idea.

I won't say that I am 100% sold on the concept. But I am getting there, where I want to be. And Michael is right beside me, holding my hand. Whenever I am ready. Perfect. It will be well worth the wait.

Sera

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My Physical Relationship

Diary | Age 16 | Tacoma

Please, if you read this, do not think that I am a silly little fool. Please know that I do tend to make more of things than there may be. But recently I have been pondering - well - Michael's (my darling love) and my physical relationship.

So far it has been wonderful. Somewhat gradual, intimate, mutual, and quite loving. Very, very cool. I am so comfortable with my Michael. But how far do I want it to go right now?

To tell you the truth I would love to have Mike be my first one. So far he has been (with all else). But somehow, inside, I know that it would be best if we waited. No, not 'til we're married - and I don't mean a week, or whatever. Just wait until we have reached that point of total comfort and trust.

I love Michael so much and want the best for both of us. Does this all sound right? How can I tell him this without sounding like a prude? I mean, I truly want it as much as he does. I can be ready, perhaps I am ready. But I want to be sure. And I want to take things slow. I want it to be perfect. It will be.

Love, Sera

P.S. Michael - you mean everything to me.

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