My Physical Relationship

Diary | Age 16 | Tacoma

Please, if you read this, do not think that I am a silly little fool. Please know that I do tend to make more of things than there may be. But recently I have been pondering - well - Michael's (my darling love) and my physical relationship.

So far it has been wonderful. Somewhat gradual, intimate, mutual, and quite loving. Very, very cool. I am so comfortable with my Michael. But how far do I want it to go right now?

To tell you the truth I would love to have Mike be my first one. So far he has been (with all else). But somehow, inside, I know that it would be best if we waited. No, not 'til we're married - and I don't mean a week, or whatever. Just wait until we have reached that point of total comfort and trust.

I love Michael so much and want the best for both of us. Does this all sound right? How can I tell him this without sounding like a prude? I mean, I truly want it as much as he does. I can be ready, perhaps I am ready. But I want to be sure. And I want to take things slow. I want it to be perfect. It will be.

Love, Sera

P.S. Michael - you mean everything to me.

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